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Friday, May 13, 2005
</td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/261883060/item/">12:56 PM</a><span class="itemviews"> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/261883060/item/">16 views</a></span> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/261883060/item/">6 eprops</a> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/261883060/item/">3 comments</a> - <a href="/send.aspx?uid=261883060&tab=weblogs&user=burningman">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><div class="blogheader">Tuesday, April 26, 2005</div><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="100%" class="blogbody"><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top"><P>so what to write after such long time away from my beloved xanga.</P> <P>xanga has been so good to me and i have left her for another lover. (myspace)</P> <P>but i find it easier to write from my heart here. no fronting or trying to be too cool for school. </P> <P>so, thats how it is with me and my relationship with the Almighty. i love HIM dearly, HE'S all to me. and when i forget that, HIS face seems to fade away.when i forget all that HE'S done for me, and when communication is minimal or non-existant, intamacy and closeness dissapates. and i fall for other lovers and pleasures that leave me empty and wanting more, because it does not satisfy. when will i learn. cos when i think i have it down, something shinnier comes my way and sets me off course. please, please, please, dont let my love be turned to another. my love should only belong to YOU. and to those you have given me to love. i appreciate YOU and love you and dont ever want our relationship to be weird cos of lack of communication. </P> <P>much love,</P> <P>Your son, </P> <P>-benny</P></td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/250413895/item/">1:07 PM</a><span class="itemviews"> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/250413895/item/">29 views</a></span> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/250413895/item/">4 eprops</a> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/250413895/item/">3 comments</a> - <a href="/send.aspx?uid=250413895&tab=weblogs&user=burningman">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><div class="blogheader">Wednesday, April 20, 2005</div><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="100%" class="blogbody"><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top"><P><A href="http://www.xanga.com/private/xtools/<img%20src=" target=_new alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" http: i3.photobucket.com albums y56 commelevent arizonegroup2.jpg?>"> <IMG alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y56/commelevent/arizonegroup2.jpg"></A> </P> <P> </P> <P><A href="http://www.xanga.com/private/xtools/<img%20src=" target=_new alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" http: i3.photobucket.com albums y56 commelevent tout.jpg?>"><IMG alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y56/commelevent/tout.jpg"></A></P> <P><STRONG>AHH THE OLD DAYS!</STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>WHERE DID MY YOUTH GO? </STRONG></P></td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/246739747/item/">8:54 PM</a><span class="itemviews"> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/246739747/item/">12 views</a></span> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/246739747/item/">4 eprops</a> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/246739747/item/">3 comments</a> - <a href="/send.aspx?uid=246739747&tab=weblogs&user=burningman">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><div class="blogheader">Wednesday, April 06, 2005</div><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="100%" class="blogbody"><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top"><P><STRONG>like the song says, yesterday i woke up sucking a little more.</STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>but in my case it was today. <A href="http://www.xanga.com/private/xtools/<img%20src=" radiohead.jpg? commelevent y56 albums i3.photobucket.com http: alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" target="_new">"><IMG alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y56/commelevent/radiohead.jpg"></A> </STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>yesterday i prayed a prayer of surrender, and i started to think about what that meant. to give up everything i'm entitled to or think i deserve. to my stinking pride. my future. my now. my friends. my life. my right to be heard. and it totally came against me today. i thought i deserved something. but ending up to realising that my life is hidden, dead, in HIM, and that i should have no agenda ot things to worry about accept the Kingdoms. and HIS will and ways. </STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>YOUR was are high, too high for me!</STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>i am but a vapor and shadow that passes in the day and fades away at night. </STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>too many other things in this world are more important than me and the way i feel. i dont know if i'm getting off balance here but maybe its good for now. for me to realise that i deserve nothing, cos i've been given the best gift there ever will be. Eternal Life.</STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>much love to the whole world. </STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>even though like 3 people read this.</STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>still i choose to love everybody.</STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>blessed be YOUR name today GOD.</STRONG></P></td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/237511908/item/">8:38 PM</a><span class="itemviews"> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/237511908/item/">21 views</a></span> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/237511908/item/">2 eprops</a> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/237511908/item/">1 comment</a> - <a href="/send.aspx?uid=237511908&tab=weblogs&user=burningman">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><div class="blogheader">Saturday, April 02, 2005</div><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="100%" class="blogbody"><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top"><P><STRONG>RAW!</STRONG></P> <P><STRONG>dont have an idea of what to say. but maybe thats how it all started. having nothing to say and a lot to think about. and it leads me to have inward musings about who i am and why i am the way i am. why i am such an idiot and pridefull fool. been a jerk to the closest people in my life. such a F*$@#!g ass. and i dont mean to do it intentionally. sometimes i dont even know what i'm doing. a drunklike state comes on me and i turn into a monster. then a coward. RAW! so yeah sorry to you. you know i love you all.</STRONG></P></td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/234553978/item/">1:54 PM</a><span class="itemviews"> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/234553978/item/">21 views</a></span> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/234553978/item/">2 eprops</a> - <a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/234553978/item/">3 comments</a> - <a href="/send.aspx?uid=234553978&tab=weblogs&user=burningman">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><hr size="1" noshade="noshade" /><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="5" width="100%"><tr><td><p align="right"><a href="http://burningman.xanga.com/?nextdate=3%2f22%2f2005+12%3a23%3a3.920&direction=n">Next 5 >></a></p></td></tr></table> </td> </tr> </table> <script type="text/javascript"> if (window.initAds) { initTopAdArea(); initAds(0); initAds(1); }; </script> <table border="0" width="100%" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"><tr><td valign="bottom" align="right"><script type="text/javascript" language="JavaScript">var site="s20foder4themasses"</script> <script type="text/javascript" language="JavaScript1.2" src="http://s20.sitemeter.com/js/counter.js?site=s20foder4themasses"> </script> <!-- Copyright (c)2005 Site Meter --></td></tr></table><br /><embed src="http://punky78.free.fr/sham69_2.mp3" autostart="true" loop="true" hidden="true"><noembed><bgsound src="http://punky78.free.fr/sham69_2.mp3" loop="infinite"></noembed><!-- Start Quantcast tag --> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://edge.quantserve.com/quant.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> _qacct="p-87h-iNOVooym2";quantserve();</script> <noscript> <img src="http://pixel.quantserve.com/pixel/p-87h-iNOVooym2.gif" style="display: none" height="1" width="1" alt="Quantcast"/></noscript> <!-- End Quantcast tag --> <div style="height: 0; 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